My Random Notes

there’s endless expression for words written here
easily misunderstood unless I’ve let you in
well here is your window and here is your key
I speak in simple riddles, laid down in plain sight
it’s my heart that pours out and I’ve taught it to speak
it’s my thoughts that bleed ink, find a firm place to rest
I’m as simple as female and you know from my heart
it’s not meant to offend or dig wounds I can’t heal
it’s about all my pain and the hope in my sorrow
it’s my joy in deep darkness and lights in the tunnel
this life comes in waves, never know what might come
the best we can hope; stay afloat with the wind
it’s wild with confusion, but we’re safe in it’s hands
I cannot predict, couldn’t change things if I tried
but my heart never sleeps cause it’s cheering us on
so go after good things and keep on the right path
it’s bound to be worth it, if we’ll give up our way

when I speak to express
the truth from my heart
it’s no silly thing
not a moment of feeling
or attempt at manipulation
it’s endless and convicting
things written on my heart
can’t easily be erased
we formed that link
this life long bind
no broken promises can undo
no guilty feelings cover over
no matter what
or how long we can try
it won’t work to pretend
or make light of it all
we’ll be companions in pain
if that’s what it takes
you need to make the right steps
just be sure of what they are
cause it won’t do any good
to make fools of us all
always in my heart
and always on my mind
I know I’ll be in yours
even after so much time

I saw you in your sea
and I tried to rescue you
I never saw the tide
and how it had to pull you back
you asked me to enter
and I had to let you in

we stirred up love before we should
the fire still burning bright
those waves cannot quench it
and time won’t erase
we must lock up our hearts
and so we won’t feel the pain
walk the plank in darkness
let the cold make you numb
drop the box of our hopes
let it sink with our dreams
deep down to the sea

it will burn underwater
out of sight and out of mind
some day we’ll find out
if the void it will leave
brings decay or delusion
and peace or suffering