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dealing |
messy hair and sleepy eyes
day one begins with that monstrous noise
getting up mechanically, feels like deja vu
somehow make it through
till you can have your private breakdown
sitting on the floor, think all those bad thoughts
wishing for what you don’t want to wish for
that call came and you were a little bit saved
music in your ear, day two is rolling through
going by without much bother
catch your breath and sigh every hour
looking in the mirror cause it sometimes lies
a few stolen moments remind you what you’re in
but then distractions can always bring you around
sleep button is a friend of ours
and day three is slowly there
can’t sigh anymore and too tired to cry
work keeps you awake
no time to think of your own little misery
wondering where that misery went
doesn’t haunt you quite so much
turn a corner on this whole bloody mess
laugh and smile without that backward glance
then move it all around to keep you from remembering
maybe it’s not the best, but it’s the only way you know
so go ahead and do what you need
to set yourself free, to keep the clock running
-dealing (Thursday, January 24, 2008 at 11:44pm)
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